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A hedgehog was walking in the woods.. sun was shining, wind was playing in the leaves of trees and he had that little, good feeling in the heart that hedgehogs usualy have when they are on a nice walk in the woods.
Behind one of the curves of trail a hedgehog found a jumping rope. "Ah! What a find!" hedgehog thought to himself. He took the jumping rope in his hands and started to jump around with it. Hop, hop, hop hedgehog went jumping around the woods with his new jumping rope.

But.. oh my! Rope catched on some branche and poof - the rope teared apart.

For a moment there hedgehog felt very very sad. And who wouldn't - it was so fun to jump around with his new toy.. And now - it was gone. Ah.. all the wonderful things in this world pass so fast. It's such a shame!


But hedgehog then realized - he doesn't realy need a piece of rope, to jump around! So he trew away his broken, chinese slavelabour made piece of shit someone once bought for 49 cents.. gave the world a look of pure childish happiness.. and went hop, hop, hop jumping around the woods and laughing on his new found game.







Stop buying shit you don't need!
And stop needing shit!











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I think most of you have red Orvels "1984" and know what the book is about.
One part of the story is also about "newspeak". A new form of language created by controling minority in order to narrow down the horizon of thoughts people can possibly have. If the job would be done right, people would loose they ability to communicate with each other or even with themselfs they thoughts on love, liberty or any other idea that are considered to be thought crimes in "1984".

Everyone knows, that languages change trough times.
But one has to be completely braindead to not see what is happening around us – languages are shrinking, people loose they vocabulary or don't even work on evolving one. People loose they ability to communicate complex issues once they don't have complex words to express them. And even those simple words are nowdays compressed into acronyms or lose they meanings. Meanings of the words are changed. Laws of punctuation almost don't exist in personal correspondence.

I could live without laws of punctuation, when it comes for SMS or communicating on simple issues. I can live with young people who are losing they chances to get extra money for they education, just because they are unable to write a descent, polite letter to profesor or private person who has offered to help. I can even live with all the acronyms of offices and laws in USA news portals, that remind me more of the USSR times, where everything had an acronym that only people who lived in that country could know the meaning of. Ok – these are fast times, we are all in the rush to somewhere, don't want to be late for something.. even if we have actually no idea what that is that where we are rushing so much..
But what is completely beyond my understanding is – why aren't you people standing for your language just as passionate as you stand for your guns? And not just because pen is mightier than a sword. Without language – what use will you have of freedom of speech? How will you practice your freedom of speech, if all the words will be messed up, words will be used by the way they sound and not by the ideas they actually describe?

What got me going on this theme today was an article by a young man, who tried to point out 5 biggest lies of Obama.
From an article written by a young person: ".. unemployment rates in USA are higher, than they where during the Grate depression. Reminder – "grate depression" is a term used to describe economic crisis that begun at 1929…"

Seriously? "Depression" is a term used to describe "crisis"?! Doesn't anyone looks into dictionaries anymore?! "Crisis" is a word used by mass media today, to describe worlds economic depression. And not the other way around. If we look at the meanings of words – crisis is just a first phase of depression. Crisis is when things start to get realy bad. Crisis is you falling out of the window. When you keep on lieing on the street with cracked skull – that is no crisis anymore. Crisis can end up as depression, and it can not end up as one – if the crisis in managed right. Or as it is happening today – mass media can just use one word to describe completely other word, just because it sounds little bit more positive. Seriously?.. there's even a frikin word – "negative gowth"! WTF is "negative growth"? It's a recession. And recession is in no way any kind of a growth!
And don't even get me started on my own prime minister, who wrote a book on how he "managed the crisis in Latvia". If you manage the crisis – it doesn't turn into several year depression. When a fall stops from it self and turns into a depression – it's not a managed crisis. It's actually very badly managed crisis.
And there are hundreds and hundreds of such examples.

Just stop screwing your language people! Don't wait for mass media to do it for you. Noone wants you to use the right words, noone is interested in you being able to focus your ideas.. noone among elites needs you to be able to understand what is really going on. Noone but yourself.
Cherish your language. For your prison is your mind. And your language is the only key that can open those doors and help you make your first steps into freedom. Use it right. If there's some new word that is being repeated again and again – take a couple of minutes to look for it's meaning in at least 20 year old dictionary. Even if you kinda know what it means, even if you feel what the person is telling you..
And every time you don't fall for one of such attempts of changing the meaning of some word – you have won a little battle against NWO, you have saved a little piece of your mind free from propaganda prison, you have not fallen for another of they mind tricks they try to play on you.




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There was this news yesterday on TV, that in Latvia during last year 2 woman have died during a procedure of abortion.

Well..
Tragedy?
Yeah.. sure.. every death is a tragedy at some level..



But it's intresting how your state actualy sees such deaths..

Sure.. when stuff like this is reported about, news lady puts on her sad face and turns on her dramatic voice. All kinds of appropriate images are shown on screen - hospital coridors, a teddy bear, maybe even some children drawings.. and a very very serious doctor alsow is shown in his white uniform..
On TV everything looks so serious and dramatic.. So no wonder that most of people would think, that State actualy is very very sad and disapointed, that shit like this has happened and will hapen again and again in future. And that they will actualy "try they best" so it does happen as rarely as possible.

Yeah..
But haven't you heard? TV is an ilusion
It's a game of light and electrons that creates images on a surface.. and it can create any image on that surface.. And just as it can create any image, it can create any content for those images. TV is just as much an ilusion as a magician with his stupid hat and frikin rabit



The actual picture of attitude of State in these cases actualy is quite diferent. Don't look at what State talks about, look at how it's built and how it works.

At first - in no sane society it's legal to kill a person. Right?
But then.. the state gives a licence to practice medicine to people who make abortions.
Let's get this one right - when a mothers health is in danger.. then it's not an "abortion". Abortion is when a heathy pregnancy is terminated. Healthy mother, healthy growing muman being in her body. So that's just simply a murder... State licensed murder!
So.. what happens when woman dies durnig abortion?
You know.. the funny thing happens.. doctor sort of has the license to kill that unborn baby.. But doctor usualy won't go to prison for killing mother too. Nea.. that part is in that license too..
State is fucking O.K. with that!
Get it?! State gives those people license to do that!

So.. basicly if you want to be like agent 007 with his tiny gun and license to kill - there actualy is an area where you can have your career in! Where State will give you your little license to kill. Sure you might not get all the gadgets.. but it's even possible that you'll make enought money for a small sports car.
And if insted of a homicide you'll end up with double homicide.. well.. for most of the cases - that's fine, no big deal. Just keep on doing your job that you are so good at pal.



And don't you look at me like i'm some crazy fuck writing some stupid shit!!
That stupid shit is your life people!! That is a society that you live at, society that you want to protect, society you pay your taxes to! That's the state of wich flag you are so proud of! That's the today left to you by your ancesters.. and that's the tomorrow that you will leave to your children if you will not finaly grow up and change at least your own attitude to some things!




Fancy ladies smearing they faces with cells from "abortion material"... Stupid fucks eating flesh of babies in pills from China.. Pepsi openly admiting that they test they chemicals on foetus cells.. Cells from "abortion material" injected into middle aged people eyes so they don't have to wear glasses.. Elites eating roasted newborns.. Comon! It's not like those aborted babies go to waste or to graveyard Let's be honest about what's happening to them - we frikin eat them! And if we don't then most of us are actualy ok that someone else does that!

Hehehe.. and you thought that soilent green will never be people










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And the award goes to..... Christine Lagarde!


Just few days ago the boss of IMF Christine Lagarde at interview for Guardian said that greeks should "take responsibility and stop trying to avoid taxes"... www.guardian.co.uk/world/2012/…

And four days later.. hehe..
yeah.. turns out that this bankster chick doesn't pay taxes herself
Seriously.. her IMF boss salary is tax free!
www.guardian.co.uk/business/20…


Does this shock anyone?
People who don't care.. well.. this won't make them care..
People who do care.. i seriously doubt that this could shock such people. Ones who know how the world goes are pretty used to such things.

But what a bitch!
Yeah.. don't look at what i do, listen to what i say and feel damn guilty



Hehz.. but let's be honest..
Year is still young..
So there's alot of atempts to take away this award from her in line...
That's just the way that bankster elite lives..












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The strangest thoughts some time run trough my brain..

For example.. Simple math with apples..
You have two fresh apples right from the tree..
And then you pick up two more rotten apples from the ground..
So.. what do you have?

Yeah.. you still have two nice apples for your midday childhood snack.. and two rotten thingies to trow at that freak next door who was kissing our one and only toots behind the bushes yesterday


So.. two and two realy isn't always four..
It realy depends on the question..

..and your capability to answer it









hehe

Had a coversation with this young woman.. she's educated in medicine.. she's a doctor. I had a conversation with a young woman who's a doctor.. At least she's getting payed for being a doctor.

As you might know, i alsow have had some education in medicine, human body, human physiology.. i just quit it.. so thank God - noone is paying me for being a doctor.
But i still remember what i learned.. and i still understand those things..


At one point we where talking about imunisation of children before they are 6 months old.

I asked her if i remember corectly, that newborn children do not have cells that form imune system.. she said that i remember it corectly.

I asked if the idea of imunisation is to get a response of persons imune system on weakened bacteria or virus.. she said that - i remeber this thing corectly too.

So - a person has to have those cells that form imune system, has to have the imune system so he has something that will react to the vacine and imunisation takes place. She said that i'm right on this one too...

After that of course i continued - so.. if a newborn baby does not have the cells that form imune system and is only protected by antibodies from mothers milk.. then a newborns body can not have a reaction needed to the vacine for imunisation to take place. Newborn simply does not have the cells for that.. they just haven't formed yet.. So - i say - vacines at that age are useles from a point of imunisation of a body..

She said - that makes sence..
That makes sence - she say - but there must be a reason why they vacinate children at that age...
Realy? Oh my! She seriously got that far in her thougts... There must be a reason why newborns are vacinated at that age.. right next to admiting, that vacination shouldn't have any imunising efect at that time..


And here comes the realy realy fun part that you can get to hear only from people who consider they indoctrination "education"...
Right after admiting that this shit has no effect.. and admiting that there still should be a reason.. an "educated" person will not come to a next conclusion - "the reason for such vacinations is not imunisation, but something else" - i get the next phrase from her - "when i will have some children, i will still imunise them according to a governement aproved plan..."


And it's a woman who doesn't drink pills as she said "cuz i know what shit goes in them".. hehe..
She knows there's shit in pills.. she knows that vacination of newborns doesn't work.. but still - indoctrination is so strong, that insted of using her own educated mind that knows whole bunch on how human body works and knows where to find more books from wich to learn even more about it.. insted - she just gives the understanding of her unborn children bodies to corupted mother fuckers that don't even pay her descent sallary for being a doctor.. To bigpharma - a system that makes bilions of sickness and suffering.. To a governement - that built a bridge over a fucking river.. and there's only one bridge in the world that cost more that this little skewed damn crap!... Nea.. i know it doesn't work, i know where to look and make sure for myself if it realy doesn't or does work.. but in stead i will relay on what others tell me and hope for the best..

I mean - for fucks sake! - she even knows that vacines contain bilogicaly active mercury, aluminum and whole bunch of other seriously dangerous additives!! But it still doesn't click in her brain - something stinks here! Nea! All her education is good for - remebering facts, giving the actual thinking away to some "exprets" and hoping for best!



Hoping for the best??!!
You can watch Latvian team playing ice-hockey at worlds championship and hope for fucking best.. it still won't make a team win .. but at least - it won't harm anyone...
But when it comes to your own or especialy - your childrens health... don't you think that people could do something more then just fucking "hope for the best"?
I mean - there's nothing wrong with hope.. The whole existance of life it self on this planet is based on optimism and hope.. But comon - can't humans be something more? Shouldn't we use our brain, our heart, our ability to read, learn and think? People are building huge buildings using they knowlege about this world insted of just placing rocks one over another and hoping for the best!! So.. but when if comes to children - then forget about knowlege, forget about books.. just hope for the best.. Seriously?? I mean - comon!!


Let's give a hope the place it deserves in our lives.. and let's give back our minds and ability to think the place they deserve..






P.s.
btw.. have you noticed that moment in time, when they stoped to call it "imunisation of children".. and started to use "vacination of children"?










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Ok.. i get it.. it's new times, "new era".. With all it's "new" order of things..

There's no God, no Devil.. no gods, no devils, no morals, no good or bad.. there's just this new religion of Earth that basicly teaches us to hate us, hate others and give the kings polarbears more rights then humans with darker skin (as Gorbachef wanted it).. And hobbits.. Earth-religion of eco-nazies and hobbits - everything else does not exist. And people who don't like that you burn they sacred books are obscurants, terrorists and deserve to have several military bases built on they land for your money..

Everything is relative.. and everything should be politcorect.. So if a guy cuts off his balls, makes some makeover surgery - you call him a "woman".. not a guy with no dick.. a woman. There is no woman or man.. there's just how we call ourselfs.. Like to be a woman is like being a guy with no dick Nea my dears - to be a woman is to be a woman.. and a guy with no dick is a guy with no dick.. And like if we think we are "the God" - then everyone should call us "the God" insted of calling us "insane"

It's all these new times... new virtues of not having any virtues or sanity at all..


So.. Lady Gaga is coming to my town..
And she's coming on the day when there will be flags with black ribons on the streets of Riga. 23rd august is a day of remembrance of victims of nazi and Stalins regimes. But sure - that's just a coincidence.. these things - they never are planed, never are scripted.. things just happen.. Besides - who cares about millions of dead people and remebering them? They are dead, we are not!.. We are little monsters and we are born this way!

I just spent half a day listening my female colegues talking about how they will go to the concert with they teenage daughters.. and how they husbands... being unadvanced neaderthals who don't understand that we are living in new times, new era - argue with them, that Lady Gagas concert is no place for they pubescent children.. Oh! Those men are just so stupid! They don't understand that such an event is a daughter-mother bonding!.. And that Lady Gaga is so provocative and original... And everyone wants they children to be original, to be indviduals.. Yeah! in a concert with several thousand people you can become an individual for damn shure! Let's say it all together kidds - "i am individual! i am individual!"

Ok.. mother-daughter bondage.. original.. individual.. born that or this way..

But i don't get it..
Those mothers, when asked, said they don't want they daughters to see porn.. Weird huh? They don't want they daughters to see porn, so they don't copy what they see and don't act in real life like those fine busty women we men like to look at at our special momens with ourselfs. They don't want they daughters to grow up with a sence of "beauty" that is shown in porn.. They don't want they daughters to learn the role of the woman the way it's shown in porn.. They don't want they daughters to want plastic boobs and plastic lips..
But then - they are ok with they daughters being fans of Lady Gaga.. And as a person that has seen quite some porn - i must be honest and say.. you know.. Lady Gaga videos can not be compared with porn. It's not the same.. And it's not like in that joke about Britney Spears videos being almost like porn, just with bad music... Lady Gagas videos are simply discusting... And i have worked at hospital, i have killed my own food, i have seen alot of discusting porn.. So i do know what is discusting when i see it - and this is it!

Those mothers alsow don't want they daughters to go to Satans church.. they don't want them to sacriface little kittens or make fun of death and destruction.. But videos filled with iluminati signs, subliminals and simple plain satanistic brainwashing like phrases "my little monsters" and "we are born this way" while dressed in a dress of meat... oh no.. that's ok.. it's not like Lady Gaga does her devilworship in open. And if it's disguised - then it must be ok
After all - her songs stick in your brain for the rest of they day because they are "good" and not cuz they are filled with subliminals and crafted specialy for sticking into ones unbconscious parts of brain..

Just like - if while watching music video some "expert" hasn't labeled it +7 or +12 - then it's not porn, then it's better than a porn. Actualy - any shit approved by governement or "experts" in media is ok... And it's a damn good parenting too! Only tinfoil-hats think for themselfs about what is ok and what is not ok for they children! Normal parents bond with they children at disguised black mess, shout out slogans and don't mind the actual content of the stuff just as long as it has some sort of approving logo sticked on the front side of that shit!! Especialy it that "it's ok" logo is yellow, red or looks like a frikin stamp!!


Seriously.. if times have changed so much.. Why don't we show porn to children? Why we protect them from that.. while letting all the rest of the garbage like Gaga, Disney and cancer Barbie brainwash them into docile creatures that will not care about anything as long as they have a party after every 5 days of work for they tax-masters...
And i'm not joking here.. then at least show the kidds some porn, so they have more fun at they senceles parties on the way to they early graves...

Ahh.. but porn is not labeled with "it's ok"..
Probably that's why it's wrong.. huh?




I'm just so sick of all this.. so sick!
I'm just so sick watching people condemning they own children for a mindles existance while they smile of joy for every bomb droped at children at some other countries... I gues those children that are bombed are the ones that would cause the biggest threat to they vacinated, brainwashed children having a good party after 10-15 years.. huh?








P.s.
in a case if you are Lady Gaga fan and i have hurt your gentle fucking soul in some way.. don't bother writing so.. i seriously don't care about living dead.. just go and have a party or play with your genitals..

Have this thought ever crossed your mind?....

When we just to begin... when our bodies just start to form in mothers body.. first - there's the heart beat.. and only after that - there's a brain.. and then all that process that kinda reminds what that Darwin dude wrote

So.. first there's a heart.. and only then the brain..


Maybe we should learn to trust our hearts just as much as we trust our minds?..
Maybe we should learn to use them just as much as we use our brain?...



Maybe we should look for wisdom of our minds just as much as wisdom of our hearts?..



After all - that's with what we have begun

Bought a half of a pig today..
From a small local farm.. No hormones, no feeding GMO shit to animals.. Good old traditional farming..


Spent last 3 and a half hours taking it to pieces..
I must say - chopping meat.. ah.. that feels good. Very good!
I'm not sure how to put it in words.. but that feels very good.

My gurkha kukri didn't failed me once again.. went right trough bones, muscles, tendons, fat, skin. A perfect tool for serious jobs. I have not seen a better tool.. And not just for meats..

Realy well spent 3 hours



And i must say - knowing that i have some serious reserve of meat for my family.. That feels good too

So even though TV keeps on telling me that men should be soft, childish and stupidly obsessed with sports - it's all bullshit.. it's all rubbish.. While taking care of family, chopping meat for 3 hours - hahaha.. now that's the stuff!

TV lies to you guys..











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read previous thing - cepums.deviantart.com/journal/…



all i can add to that is this - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bi5K6G…









P.s.
And to red bolshevik shithead that demand what banker elite wanted shitheads to demand hundred years ago - www.youtube.com/watch?feature=…

after your lobotomy this shit will be what makes you glad.. ah... nea.. nothing will

have you ever felt the fire of your soul?

have you ever felt the devastation of seeing your grandfather or anyone you lve being lowered down into a pit in earth when he or she was dead?

have you ever felt the pain of rejection from a person you love?

have you ever felt the clear preath of air when at the moment you feel no pain?

have you felt lose..
lonelines..
love..
passion..
have you ever had ideals...
ideas to stand for..
ideas that you think suck..
feeling of being this one single creature, idividual in the middle of the whole galaxy.. in the middle of all this huge cosmoss?....


have you ever broken a bone?
have you got into a fight a won....
have you got into a fight, got beaten into a bloody pulp and had a laught about it once you get out of coma?....


have you ever fucked?
have you ever been fucked?
have you ever made love.. and been made love with?



have you ever drunk a bottle of wine on the top of the hill?
have you ever drunk a bottle of beer at port or airport?

have you ever eaten panties of woman you divine?.....



have you ever seen what is right and what is not?
have you ever seen what is just and what not?

have you ever known wich turn to take on next crosroad?........







think you will be able to do this shit any longer?
fuck you shithead!

check this out - www.youtube.com/watch?v=nADFJl…

no more soul.. no more fire.. no more essence of being a human, of having a soul...


they have not just made a vacination for soul.. they are doing it..
so - say good buy to what you where... if you won't stand up now - there will be no you....

it's simple as that....................... lobotomy.. forget the idea you had a soul bitch...

There is alot of things i don't understand.. and there are moments when some of those things i have urge to understand, but fail any time....

for example - how come several tonns of iron formed as plane can fly, but third of a drop of whater shaped as snowflake falls?
i don't fucking get it..
i like to see myself as not being a stupid guy.. i know all about physics of both events, all the vectors and crap.. i even made a simulation of a plane flying back when i was in school and fun on computer was based on what you could programme into it using language "basic"
but still - i don't get it... I know it's happening.. I know i can't do nothing about it.. But it still seems somewhere between lightly unjust and weird

another example...
a guy signe papers about expatriation of thousands of latvians.. papers about sending those people to Siberia where most of them will... hmz... DID die..
Those where the times.. Ok.. i get it.
If not him - there would be someone else.. Ok.. i get it.
Belive me - i get every single justifications for actions of guys like that beack then.. I get them..
That guy was a jew... jew from Russia, jew from Latvia.. whatever - soviet jew..

but then there's a guy.. a latvian guy..
i won't talk about how and why he got himeself where he was - just like for that jew guy.. those where different times, different thoughts in people minds.. and war-criminals are war-criminals... wherever there's war - some shitfuck jerks will show up
anyway.. that latvian guy shoots dead a bunch of civilians.. mostly jews.. And then goes to another village and shoots some more jews.. and then some more.. Basicly - war crime shit dooing motherfucking officer..
But for some reason - this guys shit is "what latvians did"..

See what i mean?
when a soviet jew under they red ideology does some war-crime crime-against-humanity shit - that's soviets fault. And nowdays Russias as heir of soviets..
When a latvian guy under nazi ideology does some war-crime crime-against-humanity shit - that's fault of all latvians.. And me even talking about this is "antisemitic"


I'm not an antisemite..
I'm "anti-" whole bunch of shit.. but trust me - i'm soooo busy being "anti-" real shit that.... i seriously have no time to divide your sorry asses into rases, subrases and judge you by that shit



You can see there some historical injustice facts..
You can see there zionist conspirasy to own nations by screwing they languages trough political correctnes..
You can see poisoned destinies bu ideologies of fucked up jers...
You can see that there's fucks in every population...

You can see whole bunch of stuff in these two stories...




I...
I don't get it..
Just like with a plane and snowflake - I know it's happening.. I know i can't do nothing about it.. But it still seems somewhere between lightly unjust and weird...


All the bad people should be bad for who they are..
not cuz they are under soviet ideology or been born on a small piece of land called Latvia..
if someone sucks - he sucks!.. and i realy don't understand why i should be called antisemitic, antibalt or in any other if those "shut up you are wrong cuz you raised a bad theme" words.... And i don't understand why i have to feel bad for what one fuck from my people did.. while..... well...




well...
there's still time..
maybe i'll manage to understand.. if not this, then at least why planes fly..   but snowflakes fall....








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It's almost spring in Riga.
Birds passionatly sing they "i have a nest, i have a nest, let's fuck, let's fuck, let's fuck, i'm the best" songs in mornings, sun is bright and girls.. ah.. i realy love that time of year when it's still cold enought for long boots on high heals, but it's warm enought for short skirts..
Spring is right around the corner..


My morning started with reading a quite sad and pathetic interview at local news paper from a new series of interviews "why latvians don't want children".
I must say - that was one realy realy sad sory motherfuckin bitch that gave that interview.
The first line of the first answer - i don't want kids, i have never wanted kids and never will... And the rest of the interview is about - how it's everyones fault Men are drinking, men are lazy, men don't get enought money, men work too much.. and of course - whole bunch of advices from this frigid bitch on how people should rise they children.

I must admit - at some points she realy is right. There are some seriously defective sad motherfuckers among latvians and russians that live here. Even deadly dose of alcohole here is considered to be twice higher then in USA and other western countries.. There are lazy, unmotivated, stupid, degenerate fucks that only care about where to get some pussy, some beer, some ice-hockey and where to get a cellphone so they could tweet about it when they get some of that shit.
But there are such people everywhere.. and we don't have them more than any other nation. At some moments of my life it has even seemed to me that we actualy have them less then some other nations.. But that's not my point..

Seriously - men drink too much, all men think about is where to get some pussy farts in they faces? Maybe you just shouldn't go an meat people in bars and clubs? Maybe you just shouldn't post your acquaintance messages on some sex-facebook pages? Maybe you just shouldn't spend your time on low life motherfuckers making yourself to suffer?
Ah.. but all the good men are occupied. Well.. sure they are! Cuz there's enougth smart women, that don't waste they lives on brainless jerks and are actualy educated and good looking enought to be intresting to a descent man. But even with all that - good woman is still hard to find.. It's not imposible.. But i can tell you - smart men don't look for mothers of they children in bars and clubs amnog drunk or druged chicks that sign on for a quicky at the parking lot next to a bar



So what i'm trying to say in this bright early spring morning - srping is right around the corner. So make some few fucking steps away from your everyday road.. don't go straight where you always go.. take a turn.. go around the fucking corner and face your spring
Stop buying this bullshit idea that love is supose to hurt, that it's supose to be something painful.. Get that degrading idea implanted in your brain by mass cultrue and "romatic" songs writen by stupid, no good, brain and heart dead people - love hurts. It does not! Love just doesn't hurt! If it does - it's ain't no love.
Lonelynes hurts... betrayal, deceit, broken heart, being left, being invisible - those things hurt. But those things are not love. It's time to understand that it's the absence of love that hurt... Would it be at the moment your love is rejected, would it be monet when you are left or would that be the moment when your love doesn't get the love in return - it's the absence of that love is what hurts.

Love doesn't hurt.
So just go and find one. Take a turn.. don't go where the fucked up manchildren hang out. Be smart and avoid stupid people. Find the love that won't hurt.. love that will make you forget the pain. And then maybe you will understand - that the only way to make that love even bigger and make it grow - is by making new life.. by creating new human beings.. by making the world a better place, not by sharing on facebook some sick globalist propoganda movie made by a psycotic fuck that runs around the streets jerking his cock made movie.. but actualy making a world a better place, by rising descent, good, smart next generation.. not a next generation shaped by some soulles eugenics, but the next generation shaped by the goodnes, smartnes and love that you will experiance one you'll get that implaned idea from your brain, that love is supose to hurt




Just some thoughts that aren't realy finished yet in my brain.. Just needed to put them in some shape, so i can keep pondering on them

But am i wrong?














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"earth" without "art" is just "eh"..........




seriously...
i have spent last couple of weaks reading for about 4 hours a day materials writen by smart people who talk about "medical ethics"..
it all started with that crap article that was "prooving" that new borns and children till 3 years of age basicly can be killed.. and that right for life is realy just for humans.. while children realy are not ones.. and bla bla bla bla of crap ideas of shit filled jerks...
and then i read more and more articles.. more and more tried to have a look at ideas that whill be teached to the next generation of doctors that will care for us, our children and they children.....

i opened a box of snakes people!
that is such a pile of low life deep shit fuckers and ideas that only a sickes soulles imbecile can come up with..............



there's Art.. pure creation of a human mind...
and there's this bullshit sick rapist culture they are feeding to us... cultre that makes us accept the shit those fucks come up with.. culture that makes us justify wars, forced castration of people, poisons in our water, fucked up joke that is our politics...



so when i sit there.. in that building at my city made in last century...
when i sit there and listen to Bethovens 7th symphony.. or any other of music i get to hear there.......
yeah.. without "art" "earth" is just "eh" fucked by polittechnologies, mass production, banking elite and fuckers that think that ethics in even close to a maner where actual truth can be found....


















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"It's better to be a dictator, then being a gay"
Lukashenko, dictator of Belarus


hehe.. who could argue with that?!
Actualy - it's better to be a dictator, then being most of the things on the planet.  In fact it's quite hard for me to think of at least a couple of things that would be better to be, then to be a dictator.
But the thing about dictators is that.. well.. as long as it's realy realy cool for the dictator himself, it seriously suck for all his slaves and servants. And once again - it's quite hard for me to think of at least two things that would be worse that being someones slave...

So.. i realy don't understand people who enjoy or go along any form of tirany. You simply can not be in deeper shit, then to live under one. And it doesn't matter if you are a kind of person who is not into licking boots, or you are a person who wears boots. You know.. those who ware boots in such systems - they kinda have to lick the boots of those who are higher then them.. and those to ones that are higher then them.. and so on right until the guys who lick boots of dictator. It's a fucking system of spit clean shiny boots! Nothing more.. nothing less..

It's a sadomasochistic system where you despise the ones below and drivel over power that ones above you have. A system that has more in comon with sadistic animal who rapes a child in elevator and after finishing pierces a childs eyes with rusty nail, so victim can not recognise him in court, while forced to live the rest of the life being blind and with rapers face as last thing child has seen, than with well shaped girls in latex at your google image serach results and friday night spanking of your wife.. I'm talking true pure sadism.. and true pure masohism.. No jokes.. Pure sick shit all over the place every day.. any day.. all day!

And it doesn't matter if that's an old fasion tyrany with guy like Lukashenko or Stalin.. or it's any of these new scientific kinds of dictatorships where you are ruled either by those who program the computer that runs your lives or ruled by sick eugenics obsessed fucks.

And don't think that shit like that happens only in some "dark age" countries.. Nea. Every governement has the potential to go bad. Every group of people, no matter how good they intenitons are and how grate the idea behind them is, can be taken over by psycotic individuals. And when i say psycotic - i mean seriously sick mother fuckers who will rather care to have the right numbers to give to they bosses at IMF then actualy care for what happens with people they own tax farms.
You have to be mentaly stable to own a gun in country like mine.. but who on earth will check out if those jokes in parlament are even half sane?



So.. as long as you can't imagine more then couple of things that are worst that being someones slave and having your eyes pierced with a rusty nail after being raped in elevator - why on earth you should support dictatorial systems? Whould those be ones alrady in place or ones that are being built for the generation of your children?

My answer... it's actualy quite simple.
Less power to those who govern us.. Less power to tax farmers.. More power and liberty to people! And the responsibility over our own lifes along with that!



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Found some intresting thoughts about education system.. Might be intresting for those who are still in it.. and probably those who are about to or already have kids can find this worth to read.

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Public schooling is based on the same organizational principles as factory farming. They are both modern procedures designed to replace ancient methods of child-rearing and rural farming, respectively. Both rely on a core principle of confinement. In factory farming, animals are generally kept indoors in confined pens for duration of their lives. If we're talking about male cattle raised for veal, they are literally confined to a small box and denied any exercise whatsoever. With public schooling, children are confined indoors for the majority of daylight hours and, in lower grades, generally restricted to a single classroom. They are expected to sit quietly at desks — analogous to a factory animal cage — with only limited exercise approved for limited, scheduled intervals. Animals and children alike are deprived of the ability to fulfill their natural desire to exercise and explore their outdoor environments.
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"Farmville USA"
by Skip Oliva
read it all here - www.underpenaltyofcatapult.com…








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I would like to apologize to greeks...


about a while ago i was bitching in one of my, now deleted, journals about greeks being.. well.. i don't realy remember what i said.. but knowing me - i probably was calling them some sort of fucks
It had something to do with all that money stuff and burning buildings insted of doing something constructive..

But this evening i want to apologize for that...



at first - forgive me my ignorance of that moment.. i only now have got some little understanding what all that mess is all about...

at second... well.. there's this little thing about culture.. just read it and you'll get what i want to say..
latvians have an old old song that among other words say - i put my care( truble, sadness ) under the stone and i step over it singing Latvians do love singing
you greeks have showed latvians - that it's not the way to deal with stones or truble, sadness.... you do not have to put that dirty stuff under the stone - you have to throw the frikin stone!
I myself.. i more ofthen sing other song, a student fraterinty song that say - i put my truble on the stone and kick it in the ass to middle of lake...
Mhm - it is diferent attitude.. but still - no words about throwing stones
So - thank you for a good lesson greeks

It's not like greeks achieved much by throwing stones and Molotvs cocktails.. but they made they point! And as history will judge us - noone will have the guts to say that greek people agreed to stuff that is coming... while latvians.. hehe.. our peaceful nature will once again seen by history as - those fucks where alright with that..


and as third - man.. that ouzo stuff is amazing!
and i'm serious.. got a few bottles from a friend who went to greece recently... DAMN! that is one grate alcohol Taste... after taste.. inebriation.. beter then fucking tequila! After a bottle of that mexican shit i feel need to dance.. an old fuck like me.. dancing.. can you imagine - that's discusting!! while after a bottle of ouzo - i want to see girls dancing Now that people is sexy! even if an old fat drunk fuck like me is watching them
seriously - ouzo is one grate proof of human species geniality! You greeks have one more liver to export your goods too



But in general...
what i want to say is..
it's realy a shame to realise the ignorance you once had.. but i gues for people who look for truth it's inevitabilite....
it realy makes one feel grate to be able to learn from his own traditions.. and add to that traditions of other kinds of people...

i was wrong back then...
you greeks where right... after all - when governement is affraid of people - it's freedom.. when people are affraid of governement - it's amerik.... it's tyrany.. sorry


besides... no fuck can come from a nation that could come up with something like ouzo!


so - thank you for teaching me a few lesons



























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so..
the black friday is here..
anyone want's to make betts on how much people will be trampled to death this weekend in Amerika?


what?!
i'm a sick fuck! and i can make betts on people lives.. at least on those people lives who live every single day of they lives to prove that globalist think tanks who call them "useles eaters" are corect on that term..


I say - at least a dozen.. but not more then 2 dozens..

i would make a joke that it wouldn't be more, cuz you have to lift your legs realy high to trample down an american.. but i don't want to make fun of those people who haven't lost all they screws in heads.. there still are alot of decent people on that side of the ocean after all








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I'm sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor – that's not my business – I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible: Jew, gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another, human beings are like that. We want to live by each other's happiness, not by each other's misery. We don't want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone and the earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful. But we have lost the way. Greed has poisoned men's souls, has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed but we have shut ourselves in: machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical, our cleverness hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost. The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men, cries out for universal brotherhood for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world, millions of despairing men, women and little children, victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people. To those who can hear me I say "Do not despair". The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed, the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress: the hate of men will pass and dictators die and the power they took from the people, will return to the people and so long as men die liberty will never perish. Soldiers! Don't give yourselves to brutes, men who despise you and enslave you – who regiment your lives, tell you what to do, what to think and what to feel, who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts. You are not machines. You are not cattle. You are men. You have the love of humanity in your hearts. You don't hate – only the unloved hate. Only the unloved and the unnatural. Soldiers – don't fight for slavery, fight for liberty. In the seventeenth chapter of Saint Luke it is written: "the kingdom of God is within man ". Not one man, nor a group of men – but in all men – in you. You the people have the power, the power to create machines, the power to create happiness. You the people have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure. Then in the name of democracy let us use that power – let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give you the future and old age and security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power, but they lie. They do not fulfil their promise, they never will. Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people. Now let us fight to fulfil that promise. Let us fight to free the world, to do away with national barriers, to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness. Soldiers – in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

Charlie Chaplin
"The Grate Dictator"





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Just thought that it's never the wrong time to remind you people of this..





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i bett there are hundreds of people who have already asked that to someone.. but i just can't resist - i have to be one of those people..

so.. it's not okay to practice "hate speach".. ok.. deal..
but - is it okay to practice hate towards "hate speach"? :giggle"
for example - i can't say.. i hate bla bla bla kind of people and i want them dead.. but does that mean i can't say - i hate people who practice hate speach and want them dead?




most of you probably have noticed that i'm not the most polite person in the world..
not even in my time zone ..
and politcorrectnes - ahh.. that crap always gives me headache

but i gues - since you and i are surrounded by halfbrains that are incapable to read "mein kampf" and see what peace of garbage that IS and the book has to be in fact forbiden, just to save those inocent, gullible but capable to read a book minds... hehehe.. yeah.. i ques we are stuck with this politcorrectness for a very very very long time

so.. seriously..
help me out with that question..










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